Karee dan Crap nya

We all die. The goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will ( " ,)

23 April 2013

that losing feeling

i dont really have to blog eday, kan?

just that the whole way from home to office(and tht is at least 45 mins), i thougt about what to blog today.

a few days ago i had a weird dream. ( i  call all my dreams weird actually). i dreamt i was in this open highway and i was driving alone. Suddenly i stopped to buy something and left the engine open. When i went back to where i parked my car, it was gone.

i went walking around, i felt angry and frustrated at myself, and worst, i didnt know wht to do. I woke up actually feeling really thankful it was just a dream.I forgot about it, till this morning when i had to fill up gas. it was like dejavu.

so i went to a trusty site for asnwer (yep, you guessed it, ask.com..hehehe) and the answer is actually not bad :

"Well consider this: A car is a mode of transportation and helps us achieve our goals quicker. The fact that someone stole your car would tell me that someone desires to take from you an aspect of your life that allows you to move quickly from one goal to another. It appears that you are a person that succeeds at what you do. Others have taken notice of your success. Your car may be synonymous for quick thinking, or being witty. It may be that you easily connect with others and make friends easily. These are but a few qualities that would make some very jealous. In any case a person that is jealous would want to sabotage or rob you of your success by taking from you the very thing that helps you go from one goal to the next. I can see this done by them trying to embarrass you or by spreading rumors that are not true about you. I can see this by someone trying to ruin your reputation. These are what I see. Guard yourself and be careful to not gossip. Speak good of everyone period. Don't give anyone any ammo to use it against you that may interfere in you achieving your dreams and goals."

KAN?

22 April 2013

Inspired form "julia and julie"

I havent actually decided to continue this blog or not for 2013. its not that  i no longer update my life. its more of i have other faster medium ie twitter.

But on my recent trip to Melaka, i watched "julia and julie" (or was it the other way round) about the a girl with no direction in life, decided to work on recipes by the famous julia child, and blog about it. julia child was famous for its book french cooking for amerian kitchen (don't think that's the actual tittle, but you get the picture, right?)

Anyways, the movie inspired in a way that i decided to continue blogging. Even though for a few lines a day. Sadly it has not inspired me to go on a rampage cooking like julie did, (and if you watch the movei, she went all julia child k, and disrupted , almost , her whole perfect life.

Looking back at my blogs, through out the years, i cant help but LAUGH at all the words that came out of me. Seriously.

Poets, feelings of sad and mundane. like seriously! its like im reading another person's blog. ive lost that person because i got happy about life. I met the man im going to grow old with and i gave birth to a boy that i will leave as my legacy to this world. i simply got happy.

anyways (for the second time) lets see what i will blog this year round?
work?
family?
or simply myself?

bismillahhhhhhhh